| My Aunt Sissy |
[Wednesday
October 4th, 11:50am] |
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Well ... I have wanted to post this blog for a couple weeks but I really just dont know how to write it out... On September 18th (this past month) marked the 9 year mark for my Aunt passing away from Colon Cancer. Alot of things have been going on with my cousins her children and it has just had my heart broken for them..... I love them so much ... I mean everytime I look at them I see my aunt so much ... They are so much of her, I have a really close bond with Trey more then Kyrs... But I think it is because of our age and because we grew up together I love him like he was my brother... thats just how close my mom and my aunt were... anyways the reason I am writing this is because i just needed to let it out and see if there is other people that feel the things i do i guess. ne ways... me and my aunt were very close... and i remember everything up to the last time i saw her and it lives with me everyday... sometimes so vivid sometimes so far away.... i dont ever want to lose her memory... i love her memory sometimes when i look at trey and kyrsten now through whatever they will go through in there life i know for sure that they have an angel with them. i still feel her around on holidays and i still feel her around on her kids special events and i hope she watches ove Kyleigh for me. There are sometimes that i can smell her perfume or the smell of her house or hear her voice ... I believe in the picture thing that if you have a orb or something in the picture, that it is your angel protecting you and i have seen it in many pictures.. and i thnk it is her. actually i know it is her and it makes me happy to know that she still seeing the things that are special. Like Monday was Treys 17th Bday and I cant believe that he is 17 but tonight we are having cake and ice cream for him and i just hope that she sees him and how well he is doing even with all the things he has been through. :) well thanks for listening to me babble lol
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| Work SUCKS |
[Monday
July 17th, 3:00pm] |
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Well I am at work .... and it is a normal, hectic fun filled day... around the LOVELY office. Heather went home early before she had a nervous breakdown. Which I was helping her look for the one that was the needle that broke the camels back... It is like a fucking zoo around our office you either sink or swim and dammit I cant keep paddling in a circle. Truthfully it is one of those things that your like y is there an office of grown ass people that dont know how to do anything for themselves. I am going to admit that they are a few people in our office that I dont mind helping but then you have the other ones that I am like get the fuck up and do it your self you lazy SOB!!! Me and Heather its kinda like I help you, you help me but poor Heather gets the brunt of the bullshit.. She really gets used and to be honest I dont know how she has stuck it out so long, cause they dont pay her enough to do all that she does. Then there is this guy that works here well actually he is on the road but his mother works here and she is one pain in my ass that doesnt do anything but act like she does alot and believe me she doesnt. I have done her job and my job in one day and survived ... Well anyways her son is a skinny little pain in my ass. Well this past week Kathy was out of the office so I filled in with her job .. Doing mine still might I add, and we were having some issues with him then... But then this morning he runs right to kathy saying that I went and told tommy that he was clocked on well RUDE awakening there you skinny little fucker ... I DIDNT GO A TELL ON YOU! I was so pissed I was seeing red. So he walked up her this morning and i was like so who told you that I ran and told tommy something and he was oh like shaking his head no and acting all stupid so the nice came out in me and I told him that he needs to keep my name out of his mouth and that he doesnt know what he is talking about. So thats another thing on my list ... Also there were some things the I was "corrected" on by the you know who because she cant say thank you it has to be something i didnt do correct...
But New SUBJECT ... Alot nicer one LOL .. I am taking Heather to the male review for her 22nd Birthday ... LoL they are called the "Thunder from Down Under" and they are HOT .... Me My Mom and her friend Cythia, and Heather are going. I cant wait then hopefully September will get here so me and Heather can go and see RENT .. I CANT WAIT ... But it is taking forever for the day to get here. Well I guess thats it for now .. Write more tomorrow
<3 Brittany
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| In General ! |
[Tuesday
July 11th, 7:24am] |
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Well it is Tuesday and my week started off TERRIBLE... One being Kathy is out of town because her grandfather passed away so me and Heather were thrown into doing everything without being taught anything. Nice huh? Then to top that off Sunday night at 12:30 am my babysitter called me and told me she wouldnt be able to watch Kyleigh in the morning I was pissed but was kinda like whatever I cannot believe you called me this late and pretty much screwed me cause how in the hell am I going to find a babysitter for the day. Well anyways Rob ended up calling into work till 4 and I got off of work at 3:30 so that way we each missed work... also nice huh? Well anyways I get onto my myspace and I notice that I have been deleted from my babysitters myspace which I find odd. So I wrote her an email asking what the hell right and she wrote me back on and instant message and said .. Due to circumstances she would not be able to watch Kyleigh anymore... OMG right I was absoulutly blowed out of the water.... I am like what the hell right this lady is 40 something and doesnt even have the balls to call me on the phone... WOW anyways I was pissed What am I supposed to do with a one year old... Truthfully if I have to put Kyleigh into daycare there is no since in me working ... Every daycare that I have spoke to ... One there is a waiting list and Two are at least $175 a week... There is NO since in me working to pay that much a week when I can stay home and teach Kyleigh the same things. But my mom called the "babysitter" and she wouldnt answer any of the calls so my mom left a few voice mails and no call back on any of those. But between me and my mom we got it taken care of Kellie is going to keep her and I am fine with that but only till I can get her into a daycare which might not be till she is 2. So that might be close to a year. As for work ... the day is early so nothing yet.. but believe me I am sure there will be . So I might update more later.
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| Time to lose the baby weight |
[Monday
July 3rd, 7:28pm] |
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Well it is the day before 4th of July and we had to choice to go to work today. Well I choose to because me and my friend at work were going to just pretty much bs our day away, and take pictures. Well the day turned into a day from HELL because there was nobody there but me, my friend, and another lady who should remain nameless. But we will refer to her as "C". Well anyways me and my friend did get to take some pictures but "C" was always staring over my shoulder and watching everything we did. So that was SHITTY... But anyways the reason of my entry today is that I have started my workout FOR SURE this time... No pulling out now. I am going to be exercising for atleast 30 mins a day and eating smaller portions of food and drinking nothing but water. I am bound and determined to lose some weight and I have to really it is hurting me in the long run if I dont. I want to be healthy for my family not just Rob and Kyleigh but for my whole family and I am going to try and get my mom to do this with me... Cause I want her to be around for my kids and my brothers kids and my kids kids and you get the point... But anyways as of today I walked on the tred mill for 21 mins at a speed of 1.9 a total distance of . Which I think is pretty good for just starting considering I WAS SWEATING my ass of ! So from now on I am going to be updating on my workout and weightloss everyday. I am not going to just throw my weight out there right now because I just cant get myself to type it. But I will update soon. But comments and any suggestions would be great from you all.
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| Friends |
[Saturday
July 1st, 4:40pm] |
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Heylo everyone.... Well today Kyleigh and I went to a birthday party for my friends little boy... and I mean I was happy to go Kyleigh enjoyed herself. But now my friend is leaving to go to Maryland her husband is Military and he is stationed there. I dont blame her I would want to be with my husband too. Well getting to the point me and my hubby Rob have been contemplating moving from Riverview to Plant City and I know it isnt another state but I just dont want to be that far from my mom and everything that I know. My dad lives in Plant City and we would be moving onto his property and that would mean I would be living right by them I dont want my privacy invaded. I have been thinking about this alot more because I want a bigger house and my dad gave me the option to trade the mobile home we are living in for a bigger one. One being that we need something bigger because we want our family to grow and it would just be nice to have. Well I really dont know if this makes any sense but it is just what is on my mind.. I guess the point of this entry is to just see if you all think I should grow up and just do it. Well love ya all and thanks !
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[Friday
June 30th, 3:37pm] |
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Hi.. My name is Brittany I am 21 years old and have a 1 year old daughter named Kyleigh. I am married to a great man named Robert he is 25 ... We got married on March 18th of this year and it was beautiful. Things are so different being a wife and mother are 2 of the hardest jobs I have ever had in my life. I now know why my mom tried so hard to instill every bit of stuff to expect in life. But really there is no preparation for the world. They can just be there to help and tell you when your doing good or just plain sucking at it all. My one hope in this lifetime is that I am a good wife and good mother and make my mom proud of the person I have turned out to be.
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